Happy Birthday Pwetty 28 y/o

Oh god, I am bit late posting on my own birthday post.
8 August and if you are interested to give me some present, just let me know (jk)

Being 28 is not that easy.
You will see ppl in your age married, settle down, have few children.
Some of them struggling, not have children yet
Some of them died because a disease.

Being here, 28
Bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Allah bagi.
Better, and beyond.

Tbh, I spend few months now with him
I called him ijal
We celebrating together on my birthday in the car
during lockdown.
I know I know ppl will be angry with me, and annoying
But can I just spend my day on quarantine
I'm scared I will be crazy if I stay

Picnic in the car, we bought child butter clams from Two Sons
Ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins
Bunch of flower from Happy Bunch 
(I know I will get flowers that day but never thought it will be big and beautiful pinkies)
And present for me (Siti Khadijah)
And you. Hehe

You already spend more than 400 bucks for my birthday
Thank you for everything love.

Together we stronger.

Doploh doploh satu

Hello gais. How's you guys doin' so far?

Covid are still here on 2021. We are still fighting

But, I'm fighting with my own feeling.

Tbh, I'm still don't know what I'm doin here. While everyone else with their own life.

How bout we recap on what happened in 2020,
Earlier in year twenty-twenty, I have done operation removing tonsil.
Then, I met with different guy on socmed but no one stay. Blablabla.
Gosh I miss someone that i can talk to, can bring me to everywhere i want, take care of me, share the same interest, paid for my food etc. Ehek.

What else?
I still the same person that i used to be. Maybe much better. Or not.
I'm trying, i'm still trying.

Last, why not you ask me a question then I will answer on the next post? (ifyouknowyouknow)